I can do better.

    I read the papers, they were great. I enjoyed everything the students had to say, it was constructive, and it taught me a better strategy for next time. I am grateful for the opportunity. I never thought i was a good speaker, i always stumbled on my words, and say things out of context. I have always wanted to carry myself well; speak the truth and convey it properly. I am swallowed into an insecure trap played by mind. I have never been the smartest cookie; i feel my message is so skewered because of my inability to write or talk. I have big dreams and i am taking small steps, it is a tough road but i am on it. The art is always practice so, with practice i will be better at public speaking. I have a great attitude about what i am involved in on a day-to-day basis but, i do not know if this is the right path. It is great that i shared my personal story but i want to do more. I want to help people find themselves. My major requires so much of me, i wonder if i am capable, if i have the brains to do it. I feel like it do, but insecurity always gets the best of me. I can always do better. . .