The night is always young,

      My days usually consist of me running up and down all over Los Angeles. I get my breaks through the periodic breathing that i do throughout the hours. It seems that i begin my day at night. I get home around 9, no earlier than 6. I have video shoots to plan for, non-violence training i need to prep for, and homework that needs to be done. There is so much chaos that i can really lose my cool. I've mentioned this particular state of chaos in my blogs before, it's getting worse--my car broke down. I've been dealing with this issue for the past few days by having to walk, bus, or borrow my roommates car so i can get around. It's tough. I have a lot on my plate but i still remember to keep my cool. I haven't been getting much support from my family either. The relationship with my mother has been on the rocks for a while now. It's hard having to deal with her concerns about me, everything i do makes her worried, and she won't get off my back for it. Logically, i can understand where she is coming from because she is a mother and that's her job. I moved out so, it's rough on her because she feels alone. What can i do? I am growing up and this is suppose to happen -- move out, make your mistakes, learn, and grow. It's not easy but I'm learning each day and I'm doing the best i can! My mom and I may not understand each other right now, but hopefully as the days go by we'll be able to reconcile. I'm going to work towards that day. The night is young, i must continue writing! It's a great meditation.